Giving you up.
Live, Love, LaughHey guys(:
techincally m' supposed to be leaving for work now.
techincally m' supposed to be leaving for work now.
i will soon i guess. just need to change and get myself out of the house.
im pretty tired now, didnt get quite enough sleep.
was listening to a song called "giving you up" by miley cyrus.
Happened to come across it.
Not bad(:
Anyway.
Last night i went online as usual.
Saw a couple of things that didn't exactly make me very happy.
But im used to that i suppose.
So before i slept last night this is what i promised myself.
I will never think about the past as often as i do, again.
I will never bother about what you do.
Again.
I won't ever think that you thought i was special in any way,
even if you had.
I"m forgetting that cause life's too short not to.
And this isn't worth the hurt.
I don't want to keep getting upset cause of this damn thing.
Im tired.
And im the only one who cares cause in your mind im not there anymore.
YOU dont remember our long conversations.
and im too tired to blame you cause its not your fault.
its my fault.
So this is the last time(this time im serious) that i will ever speak about you again because you'll never see it anyway.
No matter how much i care you never will.
I accept that.
Stay happy.
Takecare. (:
p.s: m' not sad, alright? But sometimes in life we have gotta make choices. And mine is not to unconditionally love you, but move on.
cause if i don't. i hurt not only me, but you as well.


My Name is Chuan Ying. I'm a 19 years-old girl who loves watching chinese dramas (not korean please), my soft toys/ plushies and hanging out with my favorite people in the world. I strongly believe that pasta is food for the soul and lying on a mat in the middle of a field with the one you love by your side on a sweet, windy night brings about x100000 (infinity) happiness to a person