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Holidays!

Saw this picture from Yiling's tumblr! Love it. (:

Hey guys i'm back again! (: hahaha.

The holidays are finally here & i finally have time to update this blog regularly.

Oh well.

Tomorrow's gonna be a fun day! :D

Going out with Kok yee, Alicia, Stefanie, Jason, Chee Kin & Hpone from dance.

We'll be going to Jurong Swimming Complex to be more exact, and then we're going for dance after.

*Self-prac at last!!*

I've always wanted to go but never had the chance cause the past months have really been so busy.

But the chance has finally arrived! (: Yay.

We can start to apply for dance committee positions.

I haven't sent my email in but i will soon..

*fingers crossed*

I'm probably just applying for secretary & treasurer though.

>.<

I think it's really hard to get in though, so whatever happens it's alright(:

The WMP exam yesterday was really tough,

so i think i'll have to bid my A goodbye. ;(

Sighs.

But it's alright we shall see each other again soon!

*Prays for A for DT.*

After the exam went for a job interview for IT fair (COMEX) with cx, wai meng, zy, stefanie & nz came with us for lunch.

But when we got there there were no more spaces left so we interviewed for some other promoting job.

Still waiting for em' to call.

Went back to school with Wai Meng & Stefanie after that & we watched my chick flick in the library. XD

Hahas alright it's not exactly a chick flick.

It's P.S I LOVE YOU.

Lots of kissing scenes initially, and making out.

Thank God it got normal after awhile.

Stef left after awhile to meet her friend so Wai Meng & I walked back to the mrt after we watched half the movie (I needed to get home) & went home. (:

Hmm I think i'm really getting fat lately.

My stomach seems to have grown fatter, which is frightening really.

More sit-ups & dance will do the trick!!

I hope.

Okay i shall be logging off now!

M' feeling tired and hungry.

Gonna have Nasi Lemak for lunch.

So much for getting fatter. -.-

Oh wells bye! (:

Aren't we all looking for that one person?

The one who'll rush you to the hospital in the middle of the night if you're sick,

The one who'll hug you tight when you're cold in the cinema and give you their jacket to keep you warm.

The one who'll hold you close when you cry,

The one that knows a hug will comfort you more than a thousand words can.

The one that'll love you, no matter what.

❤ "Holidays!" was Posted On: 8/30/2011 @1:26 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

Bloggingg-time. (:

Me in my awesomee dress. (;

Hi beeble i'm back(:

hahaha.

i took the "beeble" thing from annzy. :PP

Okay, just a short update on my life, then i've got to revise for WMP test on monday.

Wish me luck! (:

My grades have always been important to me, so i really hope i can get a GPA of 3.5 & above, for this semester.

I know the modules will probably just get a whole lot harder this semester but i hope my GPA will just get better & better!

I think, for now, my GPA should be about 3.5 or maybe more?

Not too sure, but i roughly estimated it. (:

hahaha.

Okay i really hope it is!

I hope somebody has woken up cause we're supposed to go out & she's coming over at 1 plus uh chiak yiling!!

Gonna play pool. Haven't tried it before so hope it's gonna be fun.

I miss dance like crazy!!

Haven't gone for like, 3 weeks now? Or is it 2 weeks?

I'm not too sure.

But it sure feels like it's been a long, long time since i've gone for practice.

:(((

I SUPER MISS IT.

Ahh well. Going back for self-practice next week anyway.

Anyway, for anyone who read my previous, previous post (which i'm not sure if people do but oh well:P)

I'm feeling much better now(:

I mean, there are still times when i wake up & everything is wrong & life feels like a real pain,

but on the whole, the number of days like that are decreasing.

I guess it's also due to the fact that i haven't seen him for 3 weeks or 2 weeks i guess?

That helps a little too.

There's a saying, "Out of sight, out of mind."

Well, he's not exactly out of my mind, cause sometimes i'll think of happy memories & i'll like smile to myself, then realize it's stupid & stop, but mostly i think i've realized there's no point of being miserable.

There's also no point of trying to make his or anyone else's life miserable i guess.

Though sometimes i really hope he'd understand & see things from my point of view.

I'm not doing anything to hurt you, you know.

I'm doing it for me.

I just want to move on, to get used to being without you.

And if i'm making you mad by doing that, i'm sorry.

But you're doing the same thing, even worse than me.

That's why sometimes i'm not even sure why i feel bad, still.

But anyway, i'm moving on i guess.

Time is a great healer. It's been slightly over a month, & i'm feeling better, too.

I used to wake up & the first thing i'd think of was you & then i'd remember i didn't have you anymore & i'd feel that sense of loss.

But now, i don't think of you first thing in the morning.

That doesn't mean i don't think bout you but it means i'm getting better i guess.

With everything takes time, & i think i'll probably get better someday. (:

Haha.

Oh well.

I don't think relationships are really my thing anyway.

I can really expect too much, which is what i've realized.

I tend to be more relieved when i'm not in one too.

Less commitment i guess.

Guess i'm just scared of liking someone too much i guess, which puts me in positions like

"THE ABOVE"

so well.

No more commitments till i meet someone who'll be the right one.

And if there's no right one, i'm fine with just dating too. (:

Sad i know, but not everyone meets the right one.

Okay, yl still hasn't answered my phone calls! T.T

I hope she isn't sleeping.

I can't wait to wear my heels later. Hehehe.

Okay im really, really gonna do wmp now!

Bye everyone:D

Love,

❤ "Bloggingg-time. (:" was Posted On: 8/27/2011 @11:33 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

For my best friend.

Hey, i know you've probably found lots of new friends now, & so have i.

Maybe there's more to say with them than there is with me,

i think we both know we're drifting apart.

I think if i never call you u'll probably call me.

That's kindof sad, but its life i guess.

People move on, and stuff.

Its normal, i guess. (:

But my point of writing this post is not to make you feel guilty or anything, but rather its to let you know you'll always be one of my best friends no matter what.

Even if you've already moved on its okay i guess(:

I used to feel sad about these things but i think now i've finally realized its just all part & parcel of life.

And if you ever need me, i'll be here(:

Drifting apart doesn't always mean we'll fade away from each other's lives.

I won't forget my best friend so easily & i hope you won't forget me too yeah?

No matter how much we've changed i still care about you as my friend(:

Hahas alright i shall end my post here & i hope you read this!

Love,

❤ "For my best friend." was Posted On: 8/17/2011 @10:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

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