This post is dedicated to you.
Haha, i know i don't spill my feelings out here often anymore, but i think there's a need tonight to.

"True love would always find a way to understand pain". I have never understood this statement in my life. Never ever. I know those who know me may think i do, since i've supposedly liked a certain person a lot before (which is long over.). But honestly, i did not.

Every person i met before you, was never a person who cared for me.
Never.
I had no idea what a person who truly loved me and not for any other reasons would be like.
I thought they cared, but really, they did not.
Therefore i wasted lots of time.

But tonight i feel a need to emphasize on that statement.
Indeed, true love will find ways to understand pain.
Its like when we were first together, and you told me, you gave in to me in many arguments because you love me.
Which you did, i appreciate that.
Now i understand.
Because even when you make me angry or hurt, i find myself trying my hardest to forget things.
I want things to be okay again, i choose to think of the good things you've done for me instead of the bad. Yes what happened may still hurt but over time i forgive you, and you likewise.

Misunderstandings and arguments are bound to occur to any person, especially a couple.
I and you have been upset & hurt by these things, but i hope that you have not lost faith in us and in me.

I know i rarely say mushy things to you & post on your wall, but this post is different.

I won't lose faith in us even if my heart is hurt or yours is, i will remind myself to keep the faith because of these few reasons:

1. Because i love you
2. Because you're special

Now there any many special people out there. But you're different to me.

Because you:

1. Walk around with me in soft toy & hello kitty shops when i ask you to.
2. Sing the baobao song.
3. View me as important & care for me. (:

Not lying.
Hope we both won't stay too upset any longer, you and i both know certain things are not worth walking away from.

Sleep tight, fluffy.

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