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I can't fight alone.

Fight for you, I have.

Trying to make things work, I am.

I'm hurt from everything that you said, everything that happened.

Yet I still can't forget the good things you've done for me.

You were so good to me, better than anyone.

Keep asking myself, did i do something wrong?

What happened?

I always blame myself to a certain extent at least.

I still love you and I'm trying to save our relationship.

You used to not just be my boyfriend, you were my best friend, the person i could rely on whenever I got upset, hurt.

What happened to us?

You've done alot of things for me before...but no longer.

I'm not being unappreciative, but i need to tell you the truth.

You still mean everything to me but do I still mean everything to you?

For wanting to see you too much I'm sorry.

I'm trying to get used to this sudden change- in you too.

I understand we all need space, but I need you too.

It hurts you know?

That day I told you i couldn't rely on you much anymore, it didn't seem to bother you much.

I don't know, really, I can't guess.

I can't only be here when you want me to, you said you're trying but I can't feel that too much...

I know I'm trying. Trying doesn't mean avoiding arguments even if we're hurt inside, it means working them out together.

I want nothing more than to work things out with you so we can be happy again.

I've done alot too, all I want is to know my love is wasted and that you still care.

I need to know if you do- by actions too.

I don't want arguments anymore- but I need the truth about how you feel, or if this is the truth, I want to believe it..

I miss us, do you?

❤ "I can't fight alone." was Posted On: 10/05/2012 @3:08 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿