On The Outside Looking In
I've never been on the outside.Hey guys(:
Today was fun, but right now i dont wanna talk bout it cause im tired.
Just blogging for fun.
And m' starting to feel that there are times when you desperately want to curse and sweat and scream your head off and yell and shout and slap someone and bitch at others, cause you just feel hurt and angry and lost and forgetful and confused and you don't know what to feel and in the end you just choose to be happy cause its the only thing you feel comfortable doing or rather, being.
So you just go about doing stuff you always do.
And it makes you happy to do just that i guess.
Aww crap my stomach suddenly feels crampy.
Shit man.
Gonna sleep now.
Why must you do this, really?
Go ahead.
In my mind, you aren't there anymore.
Just like how you treat me.


My Name is Chuan Ying. I'm a 19 years-old girl who loves watching chinese dramas (not korean please), my soft toys/ plushies and hanging out with my favorite people in the world. I strongly believe that pasta is food for the soul and lying on a mat in the middle of a field with the one you love by your side on a sweet, windy night brings about x100000 (infinity) happiness to a person