Now, forget you, don't want anymore.
I hate this.Every time, I want to give you a chance, want to even think of liking you again, or even being like before, you kill it for me.
I'm just one of many girls so forget it.
If i'm not good enough for you, that there are so many other girls out there that are so obviously better than me then i sure ain't stopping you.
Next time though?
Please don't waste my time.
So much for giving people second chances.
And yes, i know i was the stupid idiot to fall for this crap, that you actually cared about me.
-.-
Wth was i even thinking yeah?
Cy, wake up.
It ain't happening.
And you should've known better yeah.
Just forget it and move on.
._.
Yeah well maybe i didn't mean anything because i was the one that was willing to give you a chance.
Why am i always the one losing this game?
Why do people even treat this whole love thing as a game anyway?
I don't get it, seriously.
I don't want this anymore, i don't need this anymore.
Reading all those things makes me feel like i didn't mean a single shit to you, and why should i have meant anything?
I'm just a fling for you.
Guess i just don't mean anything.
Forget what i even said.
It isn't even that im heartbroken. Its more like i feel used and lame, for being such a freaking moron, for thinking that anyone would even care.
Wake up girl. It isn't going to happen.
Don't cry, Love yourself.
That's good enough.


My Name is Chuan Ying. I'm a 19 years-old girl who loves watching chinese dramas (not korean please), my soft toys/ plushies and hanging out with my favorite people in the world. I strongly believe that pasta is food for the soul and lying on a mat in the middle of a field with the one you love by your side on a sweet, windy night brings about x100000 (infinity) happiness to a person