i wonder.
I disagree with this statement above.Sometimes even if two people are meant to be together, this doesn't happen.
Because love doesn't make sense, you love someone without trying, i know that much.
You love someone cause something in them just draws you in.
You just love, you don't know why.
I don't know, maybe you never thought i was the one.
I see you with her & you guys look so happy together, such good friends that sometimes i feel lousy just thinking about it, because the two of us were never such good friends.
I just feel like its a waste i guess, because i can't help but miss you even though i know we're long over and i've mostly moved on.
I don't hold out any hope that anything will happen.
Honestly.
It's just, i've been with people before, liked people seriously, fell in love with others, and were even closer to them than you, but nothing comes close to you yet.
I don't know why.
Maybe it's cause you're just that good at sweet talking, but i don't think it is.
It's that something inside, that made me love you.
I don't know what it is, because so many times i felt you were empty inside.
I don't know, i'm probably wrong, but until now, i still feel like i can never see you clearly.


My Name is Chuan Ying. I'm a 19 years-old girl who loves watching chinese dramas (not korean please), my soft toys/ plushies and hanging out with my favorite people in the world. I strongly believe that pasta is food for the soul and lying on a mat in the middle of a field with the one you love by your side on a sweet, windy night brings about x100000 (infinity) happiness to a person