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Starting Anew.

I'm finally back to blog! (:

Well the holidays are finally ending & i'm glad to say that most of my days have been spent in fun. ^.^

So many things have happened during this holiday...o.O

One of my dreams came true...somewhat...& that's that i now have you. <3

I'm still getting used to that...trying out the term "boyfriend" isn't something i've been doing for a long while.

And i'm really grateful that i've found someone as good as you...who understands my fears & why i'm so afraid of relationships.

I'm happy that you're willing to give me more time too. >.<

I know im like super troublesome, haha.

But i'm sure that you'll be able to deal with it, cause i have faith in you, even if i have little to no faith in me.

After all, i've never seen any guy quite as romantic as you.

That's for sure. (:

Haha & i don't think you'll see this post until i tell you i have a blog, which i will later. :P

I used to say the term i love you really losely, because i was never afraid of saying something i didn't mean in the past.

Initially, i didn't mean it of course, but after i got to know the person, in time, i meant it.

But i don't want it to be like that with you.

I want to say it and mean it. >.<

Because i know you'll mean it too.

I just want to give myself this one chance to appreciate life & be happy, with you.

Sorry for my morbid fears & annoying behavior though, i know its really hard on you.

But i won't give up on you even if i feel like running away (which i always do in every relationship) because like you said i know i'll be giving up on this part of myself.

Seeyou later. <3 (:

❤ "Starting Anew." was Posted On: 12/29/2011 @9:17 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

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