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READY TO RESET

Photo courtesy of raindropsonredroses

The above is so true. Saw it from someone's tumblr.

Its awesome:D

Went yl's house today to exchange our essential shampoos! haha pretty cool i think.

I took her pink one(for airy, bouncy hair) cause my hair is as straight as a mop D:

haha jk, its not that bad, but its not that good anyway.

And she took my orange essential shampoo that's for smooth, straight, moisturized hair(:

Both seem alright to me.

Went swimming after i came home.

Swam 7 laps.

I think.

;( haven't swam in awhile i suppose?

haha.

then came home to shower.

By then was super tired, but i still played my wii after that to dance and exercise:D

Can't wait to join dance in poly to slim down D:

i am so getting fat.

argh the result of eating and sleeping every freaking day.

Excluding the days i went to work, AND SPEAKING OF WHICH I HAVENT GOT MY SALARY.

THIS IS TOO MUCH AND I WILL NOT SUFFER THIS ATROCITY OKAY I WILL DEMAND MY DAMNED SALARY.

Last time i will say that cause i will be filing a complaint if i realise that my salary has not been placed in my account by next tuesday.

Still dare to go holiday lah.

WE HAVE A CONTRACT IN CASE YOU DON'T REMEMBER DUDE.

I DID NOT WORK FOR FREE.

-.-

Okay m' done!

Humph.

Bye people, loveeeee you guysss:DD

❤ "READY TO RESET" was Posted On: 3/25/2011 @9:34 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

i've finally learnt to give up.
The whole time i just cared about having you by my side i was wasting my time.
You just seem different from the person i first knew.
You aren't the same anymore.
Sometimes i can see who you used to be, or rather who you really are.
But mostly thats just being covered by who you seem to be now.
And m' wondering, do they really know you or do i?
Are you that kind, sweet, responsible, caring guy i knew or are you just, not what i thought you were?
I dont know, cause you won't let me in anymore.
And i want a new life too.
But whatever it is, it doesnt matter anymore.
Cause im not gna care anymore bout trying to get you back into my life, i know its not going anywhere and really?
Im awfully burnt out from being hurt by every person i care about except my family.
Even a friend that i really care about?
Really?
C'mon.
Im tired of being there all the time and being at the mercy of someone i care about,
just cause i care and love someone doesnt mean they have that advantage.
It really hurts you know?
To be treated like that.
So please.
Don't do that.
You aren't the only one who's hurting.
Im sorry i can't help and understand.
But im in no position to help anyway.
So you have to takecare of yourself.

Anyway!
No more sad stuff for now.
Freshman OG camp is next week!!!
3 days 2 nights(:
Hope it goes awesomely well:D if that's a word.
Will blog more bout it when m' back from it.

byee

❤ "" was Posted On: 3/24/2011 @11:07 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

Hi peeps(;
didnt have much time to post yesterday, so here i am again.
Went to yl's house today.
Had fun there watching salt together(accompanied by little shrieks of, "angelina jolie is ssooooooo hottttt!!!")
By yl, of course, cause im not interested in WOMEN lol.
haha:D
But she is gorgeous, i love her style(:
Then after watching we went to look at a couple of videos.
We got bored after awhile, so went to the community centre at amk.
Going for church event tommorow, with family and yiling.
Sitting with sasa and her friends.
Seeyou guys when i've got more energy to blog.
Love ya.

Bye!

i don't know how i should feel.

❤ "" was Posted On: 3/17/2011 @9:16 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

say bye

today m gna say goodbye to my past.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
LOL.
was bored.
blog more tmrw.
And yl?
I love you too. you're a awesome friend.
And sorry bout the arm.

Nights all(:

❤ "say bye" was Posted On: 3/16/2011 @9:54 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

On The Outside Looking In

I've never been on the outside.

Hey guys(:
Today was fun, but right now i dont wanna talk bout it cause im tired.
Just blogging for fun.
And m' starting to feel that there are times when you desperately want to curse and sweat and scream your head off and yell and shout and slap someone and bitch at others, cause you just feel hurt and angry and lost and forgetful and confused and you don't know what to feel and in the end you just choose to be happy cause its the only thing you feel comfortable doing or rather, being.
So you just go about doing stuff you always do.
And it makes you happy to do just that i guess.
Aww crap my stomach suddenly feels crampy.
Shit man.

Gonna sleep now.

Why must you do this, really?
Go ahead.
In my mind, you aren't there anymore.
Just like how you treat me.

❤ "On The Outside Looking In" was Posted On: 3/10/2011 @9:34 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

Giving you up.

Live, Love, Laugh

Hey guys(:
techincally m' supposed to be leaving for work now.

i will soon i guess. just need to change and get myself out of the house.

im pretty tired now, didnt get quite enough sleep.

was listening to a song called "giving you up" by miley cyrus.

Happened to come across it.

Not bad(:

Anyway.

Last night i went online as usual.

Saw a couple of things that didn't exactly make me very happy.

But im used to that i suppose.

So before i slept last night this is what i promised myself.

I will never think about the past as often as i do, again.

I will never bother about what you do.

Again.

I won't ever think that you thought i was special in any way,

even if you had.

I"m forgetting that cause life's too short not to.

And this isn't worth the hurt.

I don't want to keep getting upset cause of this damn thing.

Im tired.

And im the only one who cares cause in your mind im not there anymore.

YOU dont remember our long conversations.

and im too tired to blame you cause its not your fault.

its my fault.

So this is the last time(this time im serious) that i will ever speak about you again because you'll never see it anyway.

No matter how much i care you never will.

I accept that.

Stay happy.

Takecare. (:

p.s: m' not sad, alright? But sometimes in life we have gotta make choices. And mine is not to unconditionally love you, but move on.

cause if i don't. i hurt not only me, but you as well.

❤ "Giving you up." was Posted On: 3/08/2011 @10:57 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿

HAJI LANE(:

hey hey((;
went to haji lane & orchard today with yiling.
awesome place man.
it was just sweet and everything there was so freaking awesome and vintage.
One word-epic.
:D
definitely the place to pick for some major poly-clothes shopping!
The joy(:
took quite many pictures, upload em some other day when yl sends em to my phone.
we took many pics with the signs there cause we did walk there in heels and it JUST ISN'T RIGHT IF WE DON'T.
hhmm.
anyway m' gna sleep now...
so update more tommorow.

byeeee

❤ "HAJI LANE(:" was Posted On: 3/07/2011 @10:16 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

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